Just put me out to pasture now...

So, I had the world's worst saline sonogram appt. today. The doc basically told me that my uterus is tilted, my cervix is torn (from previous cerclage), my right ovary has a cyst, my left ovaries have too much fluid around them (maybe from popped cysts) and I have a uterine polyp that is going to have to be surgically removed before resuming baby-making efforts. I only wish they had taken the time to look and see all of this six months ago before we wasted thousands of dollars on IUI's.

I feel so, so beat down by all of this. I am so tired of all the tests and pills and shots that I could scream. It's not even the latter that bothers me as much as all the hoops to jump through and then finding out when you get to the last hoop that they have several more for you.

Not a banner day for me...