Almost 30 Weeks!!!

From here to maternity...

I have only hoped that I would be able to do this post. Tomorrow is 30 weeks and I am over the moon to have made it this far with no significant trouble. Of course, I don't want to jinx myself, but I am happy people...

I even paused to take some cheesy maternity pictures. I want to remember this time, especially if we do this pregnancy thing again. I want to remember that all the fear and intense anxiety wasn't really helpful (not that I am done with it). I want to remember that even up until now, I haven't had too much to complain about. I want to remember being happy about this little boy in my belly and the anticipation I feel about meeting him for the first time.

I'm still nervous and anticipatory. I do still worry. I think my desire to meet Gabriel grows leaps and bounds with each passing week and I fear losing that opportunity somehow.

But, I am happy and grateful today to have made it this far.